Hi. How are you? I know, long time, no see. ok, so one of my New Year's resolutions is to blog more. Lots of photos, stories and possibly even some video will be coming your way soon! Today is a bit busy, so I'll need to get to that stuff a little later. I just ran across a news story though, about Julia Roberts being pregnant again. For those of you that don't know, she already has twin two year olds, just a week or so older than Noah. Lately, all of my friends with kids, ALL of them have either had child #2 or are about to give birth, pregnant or are trying for #2. Everyone, except me. Now, even Julia Roberts who has TWIN two year olds running around is ready for some more!
So why then do I feel 110% sure that I do NOT want #2, not now, not even a little down the road either? There is always a bell curve, a range of normal, but why have I fallen so far out of normal? Any other parents out there who have just one child and are satisfied? I need to make a one child friend. I'm am genuinely so happy and excited and thrilled for my girlfriends who have or are having new babies, but at the same time, it makes me feel removed and sad that my insides (heart, emotions,mind) aren't wanting what everyone else wants. I've followed life's natural path so far..marriage, house, baby; but now I feel derailed..baby...no more babies... I don't think it will happen, but I hope I won't be left behind by some friends. Maybe they'll all just let me hold their babies....but only for 10 minutes please. :)
See you soon.